I thought about why it sounds so bad to me and I have decided that it is because being bi wouldn't be me! I thought that was a good enough reason but these random thoughts are not stopping.
I'm now so scared that this means I am turning bi. But every time I Had the thought the idea became more tolerable. Was I Bi? I cried over this for days and nights I started obsessing over it, I kept forcing myself to make this thought to happen so that I knew things hadn't changed. As the week went on a began to think that this meant something. As I thought about it more the idea became less 'disgusting' but still not something I was interested in. The thought was so scary I had never thought anything like this before it was 'disgusting' to me.
For example one day I was talking to my best friend (girl) and thought 'what if I kissed her right now'. I have always liked boys and still do, but I'm getting random unwanted thoughts about my sexuality.
